babe, i'm being real with you right now, this feeling does NOT come around so often.
this YEARNING, almost, this inexplicable desire to know more, this unquenchable thirst, this insatiable appetite—
i was solving pnc today when i stumbled upon a couple of 1985 aime questions. my GOD they made me think and i loved it. i was really close to solving one of them and with a teeny-tiny hint i got there.
this stuff really gets me going.
so i went over to their website, followed a couple of links to this book which i now want.
there's something so creative about math. something i can't put my finger on but it's tasty, you know? i think that's how i want to describe it. just... like when you're doing sbt or you're going through this incho paper and this crazy logic hits you like a truck.
i can lie to myself
i can lie, and lie, and lie over and over again
but there are very few feelings in this world better than that.
it's just ME in my stupid chair in my blue room and no one knows what i'm doing and i'm not even saying anything i'm not sharing it with anyone it's just me and my thoughts and it's WEIRD.
weirdly special.
i'll leave you with this, maybe you can solve it now...
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